2011年3月31日 星期四

2011年3月22日 星期二

唯一

I have never ever love someone that deeply.
I have never ever been that attached.
I have never ever been that addicted.

You are my turning point in my life. Possible from a wide road to a narrow road.
I understand it can be difficult from times, but I will travel the journey with you and God.

Dear God,

I am seeking for you, I felt your presence, I want to experience more of you.
I know you have planned our life, but if you have given us freedom, does that mean we can plan our life ourself? Doing stuff which please you, does it mean do stuff that are good and that we will be happy?

I m not too sure about the answer, but I will find my way to you. 
Someday, with my love one, perhaps.

Thank you.




2011年3月15日 星期二

=]

Project 5


哥林多前书13章4-8节

愛是恆久忍耐,又有恩慈;愛是不嫉妒;愛是不自誇,不張狂,
不作害羞的事,不求自己的益處,不輕易發怒,不計算人的惡,
不喜歡不義,只喜歡真理;
凡事包容,凡事相信,凡事盼望,凡事忍耐。


2011年3月8日 星期二

我代你哭

我代你哭

歌手:鄭中基作曲:鄭中基填詞:林夕編曲:陳達偉
寧願擔心 亦期望你 多找幾個情人 
別這麼愛奉獻 但求自己快樂要緊 
曾經一起 未留住你 都清楚你為人 
越傷心你越會興奮 

*還未答謝你 曾付出的跟你沒法比 
 寧願這福氣 來日全部回贈你 
 如果那個他不愛護你 准我代你哭 
 因你受罪是多麼滿足 
 離開了你 都可以代你歡笑代你哭 
 若痛恨誰讓我代你痛* 

如得不到 甜言蜜語 得到知己好過 
若果這個是我 盡情地傾訴像最初 
誰管當初 是誰做錯 將悲傷交給我 
為感激你曾太愛我 

REPEAT* 

就算離別後我亦會痛

2011年3月7日 星期一

Last project

I remembered, we were chatting through webcam the whole night.
You were by my side, supporting me.

Thank you.

This time, I guess I have got God on my side supporting me.
I need power and support....

2011年3月5日 星期六

Shouldn't have this feeling

Where has my faith gone?
Why do I get jealous?
Was that jealousy or what? It is confusing, it is weird.
Why do I like to escape from fear, pain?

.........
stop 逃避......

2011年3月4日 星期五

Eco Building

I don't know how to control my love.
I hope you can understand, I have been trying very hard to befriend with you.

I am very happy to see you yesterday.

2011年3月2日 星期三

Is she the right one?

She asked me, " Don't you think I am not the right type of girl for you?"

This question has actually popped up inside my mind many many times. Why would I want to go through so much trouble? Why would being christian or not be the biggest boundary?

Deep inside my heart, I really do want to fully understand her, and also the main part of her life is God (i suppose).

Would I be able to share? Is it because I am not a christian and I wouldn't understand God's magnificent?
I don't want to make her mine, since no one belongs to anyone.

I wish one day, she would love me on her own (perhaps with God?), just like how she loves god.
And I also wish, one day, I would love you GOD, just as much as she loves you.
Hence, all the unnecessary jealousy, anger, fear, etc will be disappeared from me.

I do search for perfection, but I don't really know how to achieve it. I am searching for personality perfection as well as perfection on work/sports.
It is difficult to focus on both. I have been tried to reach you every night, I couldn't feel it though.

I don't understand......i want to find out her feelings.
Let me in.