2011年1月31日 星期一

滿足

Able to see you today is the greatest gift.
Thanks :)

Just realised I have bought the wrong drink...
should be Hazelnut Hot CHOCOLATE instead of latte.

I don't know what you feel being around me, but no one in the whole
can replace the feeling you gave me, the moment we shared.
You are just too special to forget in a short while.

Wish you all the best with your placement.

2011年1月26日 星期三

Detail design exam

Enough said.



p.s. I forgot to listen to my "heart sound" this morning and God's voice.

2011年1月25日 星期二

DD+SS

It's my detail design tomorrow, good luck to myself.

Last night, I touched on the sensitive topic again.
Dislike myself....
Don't want to hurt anyone.
argh....

I am not an expert on making decisions,
but Dear Father, would you please lend me your wisdom,
so that I can make the right move.

2011年1月23日 星期日

Can be too lazy...get serious man!

I have been slacking off for too long, haven't really concentrated on my work.
Need to focus and just nail the exams coming up.

Goodnight.

2011年1月22日 星期六

Back!

My hope is back.
My target is back.

I won't turn to darkness,
please
lead me to brightness, the right path.

2011年1月21日 星期五

Goodbye my lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blind and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.


Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
(x2)

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
(x2)

2011年1月20日 星期四

That feeling

 1/20/2011 7:15:05 AM Romeo Sharon arch life, enough said
 1/20/2011 7:20:26 AM Romeo Sharon well, did u have some dinner ah earlier?
 1/20/2011 7:20:31 AM Romeo Sharon btw, jus wanna ask
 1/20/2011 7:20:44 AM Romeo Sharon ummm...
 1/20/2011 7:21:14 AM Romeo Sharon we wouldnt webcam chat from now on?
 1/20/2011 7:24:37 AM Sharon Romeo better not
 1/20/2011 7:24:52 AM Sharon Romeo well, not trying to sound rude
 1/20/2011 7:28:07 AM Romeo Sharon ok, i guess it wud be better this way.


That stabs the bottom of my heart.
It aches, it hurts,
it will heal one day.


Still not sure about, what do I actually want.
Are you the right one? Was my first instinct wrong?
I have never had that feeling when I first saw a girl, the feeling of you are the
ONE.
I will just wait and see. 
BUT
you are not giving me another chance, or a chance to find out,
I suppose you are certain that I am not the right guy, I guess?
Ha...
back to work.







2011年1月19日 星期三

Better than I thought

Exam went pretty successful yesterday.


Current favourite:


A-Lin 給我一個理由忘記

2011年1月18日 星期二

First exam

I was hoping to get a reply from you, but you didn't show any response.

But, anyways...

My first Uni exam.

Just do it.

2011年1月17日 星期一

:)

After chatting with you for 2:56:03,(using your minutes :P)
I feel better.
Not sure why, but I am just :)ier
Thank you <3

2011年1月16日 星期日

Can't stop thinking about you.

I need to move on, like I used to do.

I need to stop thinking about you, like I have never met you before.

I need to concentrate on my work, like I used to do.

I need to be strong, like I used to be.



After reading your blogger,
mine seems so immature and full of crap.
I cant express myself in words.
Ha....
I am trying too hard to avoid you at the moment, sometimes, it just
hurts when I can't speak to you.

I hope one day, you will actually accept me again.

2011年1月15日 星期六

You look fine :-)

Seems that you are happy being on your own,
back to your old self. I guess you like that way more, don't you.

Seems that someone is going for you,
I am not always right, hope this time I am not right.

Seems that you want to forget about me badly,
I will help you by not bothering you, if that helps.

Seems that...I still miss you.

I can feel that Lord is helping me, hope Lord is doing the same to you.
I can feel my strength once again, which was lost a while ago.

I will let go, and grow up.
Watch me.

2011年1月14日 星期五

Feeling better

Somehow, I am feeling better.
I have put you behind my mind, and just focus on what I should do for now....
which is to revise my exams.

世界發生什麼事,我也會等妳。縱使...你已經說......等­不了

GROW UP!

Please grow up.
Please be strong.
Please...give me the strength to strike through the exams and this year.


I was strong, I am losing myself.
Where did you go?
Come back to me, Romeo Chang.

I have never been so down.
Work hard...
Good luck...

Stay strong.
Be tough.
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I have just been thinking, you might prefer a stronger Romeo.
I need to be tough, be more caring, and most importantly, grow up and learn to love.

When I can achieve these, perhaps, you might change your mind?
Perhaps, you will give me a second chance?
Perhaps, I have moved on?
Perhaps, we are not in contact.
Perhaps, you are in love with another guy?
Perhaps, I have given up waiting?
Perhaps, I will still be waiting for you to come back.

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2011年1月13日 星期四

Damn...

My heart aches when I speak to you.
I hope time will heal my wounds ,and perhaps, your wounds as well.

I just can't concentrate nowadays.

ROMEO...STAY STRONG U STUPID!

2011年1月12日 星期三

God bless you

I will pray for you.
Hope your work will be done on time.
Hope you will manage to meet all deadlines.

I have prayed for you.

Wait...

I will wait, till you trust me again.
I will wait, till you believe me again.
I will wait, till you see my change.
I will wait, till you love me again.
I will wait, this is not a promise, this is a fact.
It is my turn to wait for you.

2011年1月10日 星期一

我唔打英文啦, 因為我打中文仲快過打英文....

哩幾日, 我的心只是充滿了痛 , 酸 , 澀 , 苦....
要明白我心情的東西, 應該只是粥, 粉 , 麵 , 飯 能夠做到.

我很痛, 是因為我人生有了污點, 一生也緊著我的一點黑暗.
我後悔, 但是有些東西後悔也是太遲了. 為了一刻的快感, 就做出一樣
害人又害己的事, 真的太愚蠢吧!

我是從來未試過這種痛的, 心彷彿被刮了出來一樣,
心裡那種空虛,絕望和內疚交集, 使我變得脆弱.
我不要變成那樣, 我要堅強, 就像妳一樣堅強!

我一直在想, 在想, 在想, 我需要的到底是怎樣的人?
我是否只愛自己?
還是,我仍愛你嗎?

2011年1月8日 星期六

I guess I don't know my own strength

What I have been seeking for the past few days is a change.
Not a physical change, but mentally and spiritually.

A change, that could possibly adjust my way of living; my way of interacting with others: but more importantly,
my way of LOVING others.

The reason for seeking this change desperately, is perhaps I have finally realised,  what I have been doing for the past years was just not right.